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Dearest john-O-matic

We'll not too muh going on other than n raging sinus infection that came axe alive today around one!! I left to get meds and came back. Man does that mucinex 'fast max' work F-a-s-t!! 
I came home to mom and Allison anking pudding cake for Jill's birthday tomorrow. Allison quick got ready for dance. I chose to listen to my book (Insurgent) with headphones to drown out some obnoxious moms! When we for back we went straight to Tom and Debb's to install the car seat. Allison wanted to stay longer of course but relaxed after being reminded she'd be there in 12 hours. 
My dad sent Allison a package of cookies and my mom sent her Halloween goodies. Spoiled freakin rotten!! 
Tiger teeth... This is by far the creepiest pictires ever of our daughter... So let's move on... Here are aunt lor's tp mummies 
 
And my Kleenex monster 
And mom and aunt June's creepy crawlers
Yes, the one on the right has oyster cracker eyes... 
It was great to hear your voice (out of breath) for a moment today. 
I'm thinking we should stay in GR if I have to bring Allison! 
Brands had the baby today!! 
 
Pretty sure we need to go there on saturday to meet Jackson Douglas!!! 
Also, I wanted to tell you that I have been enjoying turning the volume up on the monitor and listening to our little girl breathe. Remember when she slept next to me in the co sleeper and you still had the monitor on your side of the bed and checked the it in the middle of the night... (Cue music- Darius Rucker 'it won't be like this for long). I didn't show Allison the pic of your elk but maybe I should have... she asked me what a donkey looked like in real life after reading a weird old MacDonald book that featured a donkey ( hee haw!) 
E-I-e-I-O!!! So I showed her this 
And I quote: awe that little donkey so cute I'm going to shoot a bow and arrow at it!! 
Also^^^ don't know if you can read this but super funny that the roundness of Kix cereal is what makes your biceps round. I never knew that! 
Also what's up with her calling me her little Coochy mommy!?? Bahaha
I love how magnificent her mind is. And I also live that I helped make it that way. I always tell her that as an artist I consider her to be the prettiest trying I have ever made and by far my bests masterpiece! 
Love your face off! 
Xoxo 
Lomiss you
K-funk 

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